DIALOGUES AND COMMENTARY

                                                      
Brother to Brother -- Till Death Do Us Part.

Gene,

     I hope you have taken the time to look at my recent site changes. Why?  Because it would give you the opportunity to know the brother you have never known.

     I have taken the spiritual path in life.  You, the material path.   We both had the energy to create and live our respective lives as our will and understanding allowed for. We both got what we deserve.

     You once said, I argue with everybody.  The simple fact is, I argue with nobody.  I merely mirror the confusion, contradiction, frustration, and anger in those who don't understand themselves at the spiritual level.  Your's is a highly technical mind, and you have reaped the worldly rewards of such an ambitious, power seeking, separative, narrow, but expert intellect.

     Your need to dominate others is based in fear.  The fear of your own perceived inequality and the need for you to be at the competitive  top of the heap.  It is that which came between us and existed throughout our lives.  I am equal to all.  Neither superior nor inferior, but equal.   I understand the essence of the Spirit, while you revel in the divisive, competitive essence of the dominating  Intellect. 

     You use words like "love," but you don't know what that Spirit of Love is.  I suspect you have never known it.  Love embraces, is One, is harmonious.  Power, on the other hand, the essence of the Intellect, separates, creates divisions, redistributes energy unevenly.  The Intellect is the way of the world.  Love is the way of the Spirit.

     You see, Gene, I Love.  That is, I reflect the energy of the moment in my relationship to others.  When the mirror of relationship reflects back to them their skewed, intellectually based reality, they see themselves as they fear others see them.  They freak out.  You freak out.  They/You believe I am judging them/You.  I am doing nothing of the sort.  They/You are judging yourselves against a clear mirror in which you see yourselves as others see you, not as you would like to be seen by them.

     Gene, you don't love.  You Rule.  And you rule with an iron hand and a not so benevolent mask.  I realize you don't like to see yourself that way, but look at those you have intimidated in your life, your wife, your kids.  Can they be honest with you?  I don't perceive that they can.  Could you be honest with mom?  In fact, the only one who has had the capacity to be honest (equal) with you and with mom is myself.  And that drove you and her up the wall.  Think about it.  When did we ever have a serious talk in our lifetime without your rage over-taking you because of a perceived or misperceived challenge to your place as "head of the family"?  Gene, you are a controller. Being less than that scares the hell out of you.

     I recognize no one in the family understands me, but that is their "spiritual disability."  I have no regard nor respect for ignorance.  The ignorance I speak of is well examined in my writings for those who seek the Truth.  Truth has always been a casualty in our family.  It was replaced by "the lazy man's Truth"; that is, of course, "blind belief" -- belief in the Satanic Conditioning which passed as Religious faith.

     The Catholic Religion is a vicious deception perpetrated upon ignoramuses throughout the world. Marie sacrificed her relationship with me because my perceptions "offended her."  Throughout the prior years of our relationship, she deceptively  remained silent without ever challenging what I was saying.  That Gene, is the epitome of ignorance, fear and slavery.  It comes from a lifelong political/religious conditioning which causes ignoramuses to grovel before "what they know not of." 

     It isn't 2500 miles which separate Anita and me from the rest of the family, it is the schism which exists between  multidimensional Universes of Spiritual Awareness and Satanic conditioned Blind Belief. 

     The Vatican is the Roman-Catholic Seat of Satanic Power on Earth.   It dangles before the "beasts of burden," the slaves of the earth, the incentive of faith, which they control through the myth of a Saviour  they  themselves killed.  You and yours bow and scrape before before that myth, that graven image which violates your own first of 10 Commandments, like willing slaves who have been trained to give their lives for it, if demanded of  by their leadership.

     Ever hear of Jim Jones and Jonestown?  Twas no different than any other Satanic Mind control practiced over gullible blind believers since the beginning of time.   You've got it all BASSACKWARDS, haven't you?  It is Truth, Divine Awareness, Infinite Intelligence that one ought to be prepared to sacrifice for.  Look at the lives of our father, mother, and two brothers.  They died as ignorant at death as they were at birth. 

     Dad had a spiritual essence, but his spirit was broken early in life.  It was broken by the women in the family, and he gave up, merely vegetated until death overtook him.  Mom had no spiritual grounding, but pretended she did.  She was the strong willed controller whose spirit resides in you to this day, and whom you seek to emulate.  Mom was an ignorant, abused child who grew up to be an ignorant, strong-willed, seductive woman, ruled by the unyielding spectre of religious mind control.  Hers was a curse which followed her to her grave.

     She, like you, never knew me.  She, like you, didn't want to know me, or others in the family.  To her, we were seen merely as pawns, objects, personages to dominate and manipulate for her self-perceived hellish "agenda de jure".  She, like you, only wanted others to see her, in her purposely projected false light, as a strong woman, bathed in a staunch religious light.  She wore that hypocritical suit of  Satanic Armour until  the day she died.  "Saint Esther" was indeed a fraud.  The wives felt it, but dared not say anything that would disturb her and have her wrath come crashing down on their husbands and ultimately on them and their kids.   That is the "walk on eggs" the wives had to endure.  

     "Saint Esther" preferred to be a ruler in Hell rather than a servant in Heaven.  Gene, my brother, the same applies to you.  She, like you, never knew Love, True Love.

     I have used the word Christ to describe a "simple man of Truth."  No more, no less.  I have sought to dispel the Myth which rules Western civilization, the civilization of "religion manipulated fools".   It  has raised hell on the Internet.  It has raised hell in the family.  It raises hell with all mind controlled entities who have sold their souls for their measly, fleeting "mess of pottage," their worldly status.  What a shame!!  They have missed the rest of Life.  They have missed understanding who and what they truly are..

     There is no animosity in me toward you and the family who doesn't understand the satanic influences which rule their lives.  There is only sadness.  That ignorance which binds you and the rest of the family shall endure until death becomes your only release.  Such is the depressing outlook for all mind controlled satanic serving minions.  Make no mistake about that.  Yours is the "petty god" of Intellect.  And you, my brother, have served it well. 

     I don't expect an answer from you, mainly because it is impossible for you to answer me Truthfully.  If you have the least glimmer or desire to understand me, or grasp the deeper essence of what has been said here, you have it at your fingertips -- your computer, my website.  There you will find the brother you never knew. There you will find the Truth you have never known.

     Read my article "BLESSED ARE . . . . ."  http://www.arkenterprises.com/dialch128.html#BLESSED as you are bound to take this communication as a personal attack, which it is not.  What it is is the harsh reality of Truth you have spent a lifetime avoiding.  But understanding that Truth after a lifetime of your dutiful service to power-oriented, imprisoning intellect, CAN SET YOU FREE.  This, Gene, is my gift of Love to you before we die.

     If you have any "cajones" at all, you will share this with your wife and kids and reconcile an unhealthy relationship  with them before it becomes even too late for them to deal with their "unfinished" business.  Why condemn them to a continued life of ignorance just to maintain your power hold over them?

     Truth operates publicly, in the light of Day.  Satanistic conditioning operates in secrecy, in the darkness of shadow.  The Jig is up.  Not only for our Family, but for the millions of other families who live their lives just as ignorantly, and yet remain proud while they are doing it.  BASSACKWARDS, is it not?  HELL, is it not?

   Spiritual liberation is a quantum movement in Consciousness.  It cannot be made manifest through the slow, incremental, satanic conditioning thought process.  That is the Satanic prison cell which ensures continued slavery of God's Children from birth to death.

   I am posting this on my website for those who have "the eyes to see and ears to hear"-- those who will benefit from the mistakes of others.  In fact, you and I are the World.

   It is time to destroy the Satanic Images which rule civilized man.  That is what I was meant to do in this life time.  Is it a thankless, misunderstood, outraging task instead of a "going along to get along" sheeple mentality? --- YOU BET!!

                                                                                    Ray


 

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