Brother to Brother
-- Till Death Do Us Part.
Gene,
I hope you have taken the time to look at my
recent site changes. Why? Because it would give you the
opportunity to know the brother you have never known.
I have taken the spiritual path in life.
You, the material path. We both had the energy to create
and live our respective lives as our will and understanding allowed
for. We both got what we deserve.
You once said, I argue with everybody.
The simple fact is, I argue with nobody. I merely mirror the
confusion, contradiction, frustration, and anger in those who don't
understand themselves at the spiritual level. Your's is a highly
technical mind, and you have reaped the worldly rewards of such an
ambitious, power seeking, separative, narrow, but expert intellect.
Your need to dominate others is based in
fear. The fear of your own perceived inequality and the need for
you to be at the competitive top of the heap. It is that
which came between us and existed throughout our lives. I am
equal to all. Neither superior nor inferior, but
equal. I understand the essence of the Spirit, while you
revel in the divisive, competitive essence of the dominating
Intellect.
You use words like "love," but you don't know
what that Spirit of Love is. I suspect you have never known
it. Love embraces, is One, is harmonious. Power, on the
other hand, the essence of the Intellect, separates, creates divisions,
redistributes energy unevenly. The Intellect is the way of the
world. Love is the way of the Spirit.
You see, Gene, I Love. That is, I
reflect the energy of the moment in my relationship to others.
When the mirror of relationship reflects back to them their skewed,
intellectually based reality, they see themselves as they fear others
see them. They freak out. You freak out. They/You
believe I am judging them/You. I am doing nothing of the
sort. They/You are judging yourselves against a clear mirror in
which you see yourselves as others see you, not as you would like to be
seen by them.
Gene, you don't love. You Rule.
And you rule with an iron hand and a not so benevolent mask. I
realize you don't like to see yourself that way, but look at those you
have intimidated in your life, your wife, your kids. Can they be
honest with you? I don't perceive that they can. Could you
be honest with mom? In fact, the only one who has had the
capacity to be honest (equal) with you and with mom is myself.
And that drove you and her up the wall. Think about it.
When did we ever have a serious talk in our lifetime without your rage
over-taking you because of a perceived or misperceived challenge to
your place as "head of the family"? Gene, you are a controller.
Being less than that scares the hell out of you.
I recognize no one in the family understands
me, but that is their "spiritual disability." I have no regard
nor respect for ignorance. The ignorance I speak of is well
examined in my writings for those who seek the Truth. Truth has
always been a casualty in our family. It was replaced by "the
lazy man's Truth"; that is, of course, "blind belief" -- belief in the
Satanic Conditioning which passed as Religious faith.
The Catholic Religion is a vicious deception
perpetrated upon ignoramuses throughout the world. Marie sacrificed her
relationship with me because my perceptions "offended her."
Throughout the prior years of our relationship, she deceptively
remained silent without ever challenging what I was saying. That
Gene, is the epitome of ignorance, fear and slavery. It comes
from a lifelong political/religious conditioning which causes
ignoramuses to grovel before "what they know not of."
It isn't 2500 miles which separate Anita and
me from the rest of the family, it is the schism which exists
between multidimensional Universes of Spiritual Awareness and
Satanic conditioned Blind Belief.
The Vatican is the Roman-Catholic Seat of
Satanic Power on Earth. It dangles before the "beasts of
burden," the slaves of the earth, the incentive of faith, which they
control through the myth of a Saviour they themselves
killed. You and yours bow and scrape before before that myth,
that graven image which violates your own first of 10 Commandments,
like willing slaves who have been trained to give their lives for it,
if demanded of by their leadership.
Ever hear of Jim Jones and Jonestown?
Twas no different than any other Satanic Mind control practiced over
gullible blind believers since the beginning of time.
You've got it all BASSACKWARDS, haven't you? It is Truth, Divine
Awareness, Infinite Intelligence that one ought to be prepared to
sacrifice for. Look at the lives of our father, mother, and two
brothers. They died as ignorant at death as they were at
birth.
Dad had a spiritual essence, but his spirit
was broken early in life. It was broken by the women in the
family, and he gave up, merely vegetated until death overtook
him. Mom had no spiritual grounding, but pretended she did.
She was the strong willed controller whose spirit resides in you to
this day, and whom you seek to emulate. Mom was an ignorant,
abused child who grew up to be an ignorant, strong-willed, seductive
woman, ruled by the unyielding spectre of religious mind control.
Hers was a curse which followed her to her grave.
She, like you, never knew me. She, like
you, didn't want to know me, or others in the family. To her, we
were seen merely as pawns, objects, personages to dominate and
manipulate for her self-perceived hellish "agenda de jure". She,
like you, only wanted others to see her, in her purposely projected
false light, as a strong woman, bathed in a staunch religious
light. She wore that hypocritical suit of Satanic Armour
until the day she died. "Saint Esther" was indeed a
fraud. The wives felt it, but dared not say anything that would
disturb her and have her wrath come crashing down on their husbands and
ultimately on them and their kids. That is the "walk on
eggs" the wives had to endure.
"Saint Esther" preferred to be a ruler in Hell
rather than a servant in Heaven. Gene, my brother, the same
applies to you. She, like you, never knew Love, True Love.
I have used the word Christ to describe a
"simple man of Truth." No more, no less. I have sought to
dispel the Myth which rules Western civilization, the civilization of
"religion manipulated fools". It has raised hell on
the Internet. It has raised hell in the family. It raises
hell with all mind controlled entities who have sold their souls for
their measly, fleeting "mess of pottage," their worldly status.
What a shame!! They have missed the rest of Life. They have
missed understanding who and what they truly are..
There is no animosity in me toward you and the
family who doesn't understand the satanic influences which rule their
lives. There is only sadness. That ignorance which binds
you and the rest of the family shall endure until death becomes your
only release. Such is the depressing outlook for all mind
controlled satanic serving minions. Make no mistake about
that. Yours is the "petty god" of Intellect. And you, my
brother, have served it well.
I don't expect an answer from you, mainly
because it is impossible for you to answer me Truthfully. If you
have the least glimmer or desire to understand me, or grasp the deeper
essence of what has been said here, you have it at your fingertips --
your computer, my website. There you will find the brother you
never knew. There you will find the Truth you have never known.
Read my article "BLESSED ARE . . . . ." http://www.arkenterprises.com/dialch128.html#BLESSED
as you are bound to take this communication as a personal attack, which
it is not. What it is is the harsh reality of Truth you have
spent a lifetime avoiding. But understanding that Truth after a
lifetime of your dutiful service to power-oriented, imprisoning
intellect, CAN SET YOU FREE. This, Gene, is my gift of Love to
you before we die.
If you have any "cajones" at all, you will
share this with your wife and kids and reconcile an unhealthy
relationship with them before it becomes even too late for them
to deal with their "unfinished" business. Why condemn them to a
continued life of ignorance just to maintain your power hold over them?
Truth operates publicly, in the light of
Day. Satanistic conditioning operates in secrecy, in the darkness
of shadow. The Jig is up. Not only for our Family, but for
the millions of other families who live their lives just as ignorantly,
and yet remain proud while they are doing it. BASSACKWARDS, is it
not? HELL, is it not?
Spiritual liberation is a quantum movement in
Consciousness. It cannot be made manifest through the slow,
incremental, satanic conditioning thought process. That is the
Satanic prison cell which ensures continued slavery of God's Children
from birth to death.
I am posting this on my website for those who have "the
eyes to see and ears to hear"-- those who will benefit from the
mistakes of others. In fact, you and I are the World.
It is time to destroy the Satanic Images which rule
civilized man. That is what I was meant to do in this life
time. Is it a thankless, misunderstood, outraging task instead of
a
"going along to get along" sheeple mentality? --- YOU BET!!
Ray

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